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"Maybe I’ll be as big a loudmouth as I once was. With safe folks, I get there. But in the wide world, I’ve learned to shut up. I carry myself like a priest, I’ll say, because I don’t know how to look like a rabbi. I look more aged in the eyes than I am. People occasionally still guess I’m younger. But I seem weary. I seem patient. I seem unsurprisable, because I really can’t be surprised by the outsides anymore. I’ve heard it all, and found it all serviceable or useful for others. But almost no truth can I pick up myself. No delusion do I want to step into. I have yet to find a hallucination that’s right for me."
